Heaping, reaping all ways of seeking truth

There is no truth

just musical thoughts

and where you are when the music stops

that’s what you believe

My inability?

“I love you” silently spoken across a steel bed

With reason and hope!

I cried silently through the hall.

Vowed never again anger!

Never again hurt!

“I love you too” silently spoken across a steel bed.

Hours of fear, then hours more.

Pieces of relief.

Relief

“I love you spoken” across time. A steel trap, the mind.

Unforgettable, I love you behind steel doors.

Vowed never again anger, never again pain.

Nothing but pain!

I love you

For what?

I know you lodged between joys

I knew you little girl

Me too little to reach the faucets

To young to know the difference

I know you little girl but you are too young to tell

I know me the little boy

Aging wildly

No not aging but expanding from little to big, younger to old, from living …

RETURN

You don’t know me

Yet give me the finger

All you wanted was to see me

You don’t know this but I never changed

I was disappointed, that all

Not so much in you but in what it is I needed

Priority Male

I am rapped around a pole to stay erect

WE bounced from wall to flipper to bell sustaining damage

Victims of a sloping gravity and our own mindless journey into the whole

Fought valiantly we did with the brotherhood of others victims

Tilt